| Reasons Why I Didn't Lose Faith in God After Leaving Jehovah's Witnesses |
| Written by Nils |
| Thursday, 10 September 2009 19:15 |
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I am writing this series because it is evident that some who leave Jehovah's Witnesses (JWs) also lose faith in God for a wide variety of reasons. Among the reasons given are, leaving JWs because they lost faith in God or losing faith because of science and its apparent conflict with religion or because of God's apparent unsympathetic cruelty. Others I have read about have singled out the existence of "evil" as the reason they no longer believe in a loving Creator. I am very sympathetic with all these arguments because they are similar to my own doubts about God that needed rectifying during and after my life-long sojourn with JWs. However, conversely, my study of science has strengthened my faith in both the Creator, and the Bible as his Word of truth. Still, this was not an easy journey to make because it required a significant break from many "traditional beliefs" concerning science, God, and the Bible. http://www.nils4.info/a/q1.htm
As a qualifying comment, this information is directed primarily towards those who no longer or never have believed in God. If people of faith read this account, it may provoke within them a feeling to defend their faith. So I want to say in advance that if anyone holds, what may be termed as, "non-scientific" views upon the basis of faith, then they have an advantage over those who do not, myself included. There is absolutely no reason why a person of faith should feel uncomfortable with the following essay because what I am writing is nothing more than noteworthy opinions assembled for those who lack the faith to believe from the heart rather than the head. However, a person of faith should recognize that there are Biblical examples of Jesus satisfying his disciples with literal head-proof before the Spirit granted them heart-faith. For example, Thomas demanded tangible proof before he would believe that Jesus was resurrected (John 20:24-25). Jesus, when next encountering Thomas, immediately went up to him and displayed irrefutable proof by displaying his crucifixion wounds for all to see (John 20:26-29). Jesus did not scold Thomas for an apparent lack of faith, but did say that those who believe without proof were to be especially blessed because he knew that the majority of believers would be those that have never seen or fellowshipped with him [Jesus]. It should be mentioned that at the meeting Thomas missed, Jesus unhesitatingly offered proof of his identity, after which the disciples were "therefore" glad to see the Lord (John 20-19-20 .. Note, therefore is always based upon what comes before). So Thomas was not asking for anything different than what Jesus had already freely offered to the other disciples. In the forthcoming series, I plan to provide viable evidence based upon sound scientific, religious, and philosophical facts. How useful this information is will depend upon you. If you disagree with anything you read in this series, I encourage you to tell me why, and I will respond with additional information. If the material presented withstands reasonable criticism, then I am confident that it can serve as a basis for rethinking the importance of including belief in God as a fundamental necessity for our continued existence and happiness. It should be understood that to believe in the Bible first requires that you believe the God who inspired it. (Hebrews 11:6) However, belief in God apart from the Bible can be supported by scientific facts as it was in the case involving the world famous atheist, Antony Flew (Romans 1:20). ( http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Antony_Flew ) If you are interested in the questions that are to be answered, follow this link. http://www.nils4.info/a/q1.htm These are just a few of the subjects to be considered in forthcoming blogs. If you have any suggestions or additional questions you would like to include, please leave a comment outlining the details. Hits: 922 Trackback(0)
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![]() written by Randy , September 12, 2009 Good deal, Nils, let's get some series goin'! report abuse
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written by Daniel , September 15, 2009 Hello Nils, I really appreciate the tone change you've made over your "What May JWs and Atheists have in common?" blog. I refrained from commenting as I was in utter bafflement that you'd try to make your argument for theism to me, an agnostic EX-JW in such a manner. This is alot more my speed and I know I am going to enjoy reading your blog, without feeling attacked ![]() smile You say in your blog about most Atheist/Agnostic Ex-JWs either having lost their faith in God before they left the organization, or because they've found the disconnect between science and faith too big of a gap to bridge. I would claim neither for myself and I know of few Ex-JWs who hold either of those as their reasons for their atheistic outlooks. Allow me to explain mine and hopefully I can clarify you. I cannot speak on behalf of others, but perhaps my own experience will help increase your understanding, even if it's just one person's understanding. I initially chose Atheism, but have moved to a more logically defensible position of true agnosticism more than anything. The reason for dropping God out of my life are varied and complex and I am certainly happy in my life and I don't feel having a belief in a supreme creator is going to improve my quality of life. Most of my reasons for choosing Agnosticism and abandoning theism/Christianity are based on taking a look at paleo-anthropology and the history of ancient civilizations, particularly of what the belief of the time was. The close examination of the beliefs of the ancient Egyptians all the way to the formation of the Roman Catholic Church (and their subsequent compiling of the 66 books that compose the modern bible) show an interesting story, that when looked through the socio-political spectrum of truth, leaves little room for belief in my young, newly critical thinking mind. I've come to see Judeo-Christianity and the doctrine and symbolism associated with it as an ongoing extension of the beliefs held by ancient peoples long ago. The similarities of astrological symbolism (12 tribes, 12 apostles, The symbolism of Christs return just as we entered the astrological age of Pieces, the fish) are just all too much for my skeptic nature to handle as coincidence. As we were both JWs, I don't think I even need to explain the similarities of Roman Paganism (which they got from the Greeks, who got it from the Egyptians) that got adopted into the birth of the modern Christian movement, some 1400 years ago. Add on top the Jewish creation story being a perfect hybrid blend of the Egyptian and Summarian creation stories and it became hard not to doubt the majority of what is held in the bible as being little more than the fables and historical record (through the tellers eyes) of the early period of an ancient civilization. In the end, what really made me question was a comedy sketch from the late comedian, George Carlin. He said that Relgion has the greatest B.S. story ever told... "There's a big, invisible man in the sky and he has a list of 10 things he NEVER WANTS YOU TO DO! If you do those things, he'll send you to a place of burning fiery torment where you'll be tortured FOREVER AND EVER. But he loves you...and he needs MONEY!" Thats an accurate way of describing how I feel about the God that most modern religion pitches to me, and thats why I abstain from believing in that god. I feel I am a more empowered, enlightened person than I would be if I conformed to the man-made version of the way this god wants to be worshiped. The point is, when viewed through the skeptics lens, whatever we know beyond what we can see is exactly that...man-made. report abuse
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written by Daniel , September 15, 2009 (Part 2) I believe in the potential of humanity on it's own, that if there is a God that exists out there who created us, he created us to be exactly what we are. If we are made in his image, maybe he's a little flawed too then, but I sincerely believe that if we are a created species, God gave us all the tools we would need, in and of ourselves, to overcome our problems as a species. I do not think its prudent to wait for a God to fix what is wrong with the existence we have made for ourselves; like our dying planet or our inter-tribal squabbles that have held this species down for so long. Its easy to see how religion, who through its various facets represents God, can and should be held responsible for much of the damage done to humanity in the first place. I am agnostic. I fully admit the possibility of the existence of a divine creator, infinitely more intelligent and powerful than us humans can comprehend, but on the flip-side of that argument, if he exists, I think we as a species know so extremely little about him, its hard to picture what/who he/she/it really is. If God does exist, he might be the most consistently misrepresented person of all time. I feel no gaping hole where God used to be in my life and feel no overwhelming drive to replace what I feel I do not need. I look forward to further discourse with you on this and to read further entries to your blog. - Dan report abuse
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written by Leila , September 15, 2009 What Dan said! All of it! Leila report abuse
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written by DOUGLAS CLARK , September 16, 2009 THE WATCHTOWER HAS BEEN INFILTRATED BY IMPOSTORS, WHO ARE LEADING THEM IN THE WRONG DIRECTION. DON'T LOSE YOUR LOVE FOR JEHOVAH, SINCE HE WILL SOON EXPOSE THEM ALL AND RESTORE PURE WORSHIP. HAS ANYONE SEEN sixscreensofthewatchtower.com report abuse
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written by Daniel , September 16, 2009 I find that hard to believe Doug, considering that the watchtower was founded and created by impostors in the first place..its only bred and expanded what it started on all those years ago. Impostors fleecing other impostors, the blind leading the blind. Russell, Rutherford, Knorr and Franz all just grew the sickness that was created in the 1880s and made it worse. I relate it to a cut that gets infected. Russell made the cut, Rutherford rubbed feces in it and the leadership has only encouraged the infection to spread and worsen from that time forward. Did you know Jehovah is a made up name? Its just "YHWH" with the vowels of "Adonai" grammatically placed into it. Made up name for a make believe God. I'm not going to hold my breath and wait around for Jehovah to cleanse his orginization. I've got much more valuable things I need to be doing with my life. Why would I ever go back? Even with a complete change of leadership, I have 0 faith in anything built on the foundations of the Watchtower. report abuse
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written by JoJoJones , September 18, 2009 When I left the Jehovah's Witnesses 'religion' I didn't lose faith in God. It never occurred to me to lose faith in HIm: I didn't truly connect Him with the WTBTS in the first place. I personally cannot imagine losing faith in God. I believe Him to be real and completely, totally separate from the WTBTS that feeds so much guff to the so-called 'rank and file'. I'm just glad to no longer be a Jehovah's Witness, so grateful to no longer be a part of that misleading, full of fallacies 'religion'. I love God and am so thankful that He created life on this precious planet of ours. There is no end to the wonderment of the earth, the sea, and the cosmos. I am so grateful to Jesus for dying an unimaginably horrible death for humankind! Leaving the organization did not affect my belief in God. I do not associate the two with each other. The organization is false and uncaring of the 'rank and file', and God is real and true, and He loves us more than we can imagine what the depth of love is. I really believe this, but I can see how people might just want to 'throw in the towel' when they dissasociate themselves or are disfellowshipped from this cruel and heartless organization. There is no excuse for the way the WTBTS teaches people to shun other people. It is disgusting and sickening. The conditioning done in this organization is terrible. report abuse
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written by Nat , September 19, 2009 I am an ex witness who is confused as to what to believe. I have been leaning towards atheism but i am open minded and interested in hearing from former jw who have still managed to keep their faith. I look forward very much to your upcoming blogs Nil. report abuse
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written by Darrek , September 20, 2009 Nils: Great article! You did a complete 180º in your blog and I really appreciate it! It was very neutral in that there were no assumptions and it was written in a very NON Dogmatic way. I still don't agree with it but thats ok! Keep up the blogs if you enjoy them I still read them! report abuse
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written by Darrek , September 20, 2009 I forgot to add that I lost my faith not because of the Witnesses, although that did happen later. I lost my faith in the bible which lead me to do research into the witnesses. My conclusions? I was blinded by both faith and religion. To me it really doesn't matter who is right when it comes to this topic, if there is a god and he is the god of the bible and the BIG A comes I will not follow him, I will not worship him, I may not even talk to him. This may sound harsh but I want nothing to do with a god after reading about his actions in the bible. I think people make up way to many excuses for God and his actions. No one ever gives humans that kinda leeway. Anyways still a good article! report abuse
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written by cusm , September 23, 2009 Very interesting, thanks everyone for posting their thoughts. I struggle daily and every night with this topic as I lay in bed. I did the fade about 6 years ago after being reinstated from a DF'ing (which is an entirely different subject). Like many here, the main issue I have is that that org positions themselves as the same as Jah and demands the same loyalty. Having this background and training it is a challenge to not loose faith in God when losing faith in the org. I truly feel the vast majority of the "friends" have a real and unique brotherhood, i.e. international love with racial harmony. I pray every night for faith and that all I've been taught to believe in the bible is true, but like Thomas, it's hard w/o any proof. Jesus was merciful with Thomas, I'm hoping for the same. Please keep this discussion going. Also, if anyone has any insight, a question I ponder often: We know suns eventually burn out and turn into black holes. That being true, how can the earth survive forever? report abuse
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written by Neil , September 29, 2009 Daniel pretty much hit my reasons right on the head! Besides what he mentioned, which has a lot to do with why I abandoned the Bible as the word of god, there are other things. I will just mention one. I happened to be a huge skeptic on all paranormal claims. I have researched extensively and found that there is NOTHING conclusive anywhere that paranormal events occur. It's all just anecdotal evidence, which is not evidence. Take, for example, people who hear strange voices. These people usually have schizophrenia or some other malfunction of the brain. But what would people in Jesus day have said? They didn't have modern science to actually diagnose this as a naturally occurring defect that people are born with. People in Jesus day would have turned to the only explanation they knew to turn to in the face of the unknown- evil spirits (or the supernatural, anyway). So, my point is, was Jesus really fooled into thinking people were possessed by demons? What reason do we have to believe that people were EVER possessed by demons, considering all is now quiet on the demon front since science progressed. It would seem logical to conclude that these demons in peoples' head never really did exist. Rather, people didn't have explanations for anything back then. But, now, we do! So, were Jesus and the rest of the townspeople correct in knowing someone was possessed? How would someone as knowledgeable as Jesus be fooled? And what good reason do we have to believe that in the day of Rome there really WERE supernatural events occurring like the ones mentioned in the Bible. Where did all these demons go now? I guess they got bored and moved on. Or, they are just shy. report abuse
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written by Neil , September 30, 2009 I think either you may have slightly misunderstood what I was getting at in my message or maybe I misunderstood your response. Either way is fine, I will just clarify. You said, '' what you said could be entirely true and people may have had treatable maladies that were caused by demons who took advantage of a person's natural physical weaknesses.'' My point was that I am skeptical that these maladies were EVER demons. I don't think they were. I think they were natural conditions misunderstood by the people of the day and so they explained these conditions with the only thing they knew, superstition. However, they were probably naturally occurring phenomena. To me, this is no different than when you hear your house creaking and making noises at night. There are people who really think these are ghosts or demons haunting them and their house. But wouldn't a more logical explanation be that the wood in the house is expanding or contracting because of temperature change(among other things) and is therefore creaking and cracking under the weight of the house? So my point is that if we have a natural explanation that completely covers an issue, it seems superfluous to keep explaining it supernaturally, whether it happened now or in the past. As for people being healed today: there are people who THINK they are being healed by faith healers, and that is all that is needed for a fabulous story. They have eyewitnesses of the faith healer tapping their forehead followed by the anecdotes they tell their friends about their healing. On stage during a healing, people with walkers or canes routinely toss them away and start dancing after the faith healer ''heals'' them. This is the same type of scenario as in the Bible, except it's not written in a holy book. To be fair, I do NOT think these people today are being healed. I'm just stating that afterward the result is the same as the healings that Jesus performed: eyewitnesses and anecdotes. To know if these people in Jesus day or today were TRULY healed, we would need a follow up with the person a couple years later. When this is done today, these people are back on their walkers, wearing their glasses again, or dead. And some STILL claim they were healed!(excluding the dead ones). So what if we could have done a follow up on those people in Jesus day that had been healed? Would they still be healed? I guess we will never know. What we do know is that people today have these same healing experiences and truly believe them, even when years later their ailments are still there. So if these modern healing experiences were being logged into a holy book today, there is no telling what people in 2000 years would think. They would probably believe it must have been true healing, when it wasn't. report abuse
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